Lately thing have been blah.. I just thought I was in a general funk that you sometimes run it everyone once and a while, but I think by going away this weekend and enjoying a bit of the island life and talking to my sister in law, I think I may need be a little depressed. I mean I live my life and everyone in it, but there are some things that I need to work on. Who is Sherri, if I were to ask anyone what would they say ??? There are some things that I want to change about my self not just my health wise, but I need to find a hobby something that I can take pride in doing, brings me relaxation, just something. Another thing that I need to do is have a date night with my husband, I mean that I need to tell him that he needs to be a little more supportive around the house and stop being lazy, I know this will probably cause a fight but when other people are starting to see it, I know I can't hide it anymore. Loving Ryan is not the issue, I love him with all my heart, I just need help. It's to the point I don't like going out. I would rather just sit at home where I don't need to pretend that I am having a good time.i sometimes try and find excuses as to why I can't do something when I am having a bad day,just because I don't want people to ask "what's wrong?"or "are you ok"
I always put on a brave face with a smile but I just may crack soon, if the time has the right moment.....
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